Well I have been home for about almost three weeks already. I just dont know why I cant sleep well on my own bed anymore in my house. Hmmm wonder what had happen to me already...Well I tend to have sleepless nights with dreams on and on...Maybe one thing is I lack of exercise so I tend to go to sleep with a lot of energy and two, I sleep late...LOL...
When people dreams, it means that we are actually not sleeping well and is in a half awake mode. Means we are actually half asleep. When we get out, our head tends to get so painful and our eyes starts to get heavy and droopy even after a night's sleep. Well I dont even know if I was sleeping the whole night especially yesterday night until this morning. Now I felt so sleepy and I had too much dreams last night. LOL....
Well the weird dream that I kinda remember this was I was teleported to one of my friends house in Sabah. She is a girl though. Hehehe I saw her uncle first. He told me the rest of the members of the house were actually there also. Then I realize her father was there, but I dont saw her mother, hmm wonder why, some of her nephews and nieces and also her grandmother. Well its such a funny dream. When I walk up to shake hands with her father, he takes off his spectacles LOL...Wonder why he did that though. Then we tend to like cook lots of food for some sort of ceremony. The cooking place was just behind the living room. Weird right ??? LOL and lots of food were cooked and put in front of the television like some sort of worshipping ritual LOL...just so blur why I think so though..Hmm the most weird part is my parents were there too and they seem to come by car. I mentioned just now right that I teleported to my friends house. Well in dreams, anything is possible right ??? ^_^
Hmmm well dunno what does this dream means though...Well its funny and weird actually...Wish I can sleep well the next few days. The holidays are almost at a end and I had been home for about two and half weeks already. Its the 15th of June this month and I had to fly back on the 19th of June. School will start to reopen on the 20th of June. Argh!! More stress will come! Just by looking at the time table makes me so stressful already. My exam result will also be announced on the 20th. Hmm hopefully I can get a pass at least. Dont really want to repeat my exam though. Hmmmm but the happy thing that happens is my college gets new TRAINEES!! Means JUNIORS!! XD haha TESLS in IPG Kent was alone all this while but not this new semester anymore. We got a bunch of juniors to take care now so I think with the enlargement of our big Language Department family, we can do more fun activities together now....^_^ Looking forward on that day. Still worried about my result though...Well I could just pray right...
Hmmm gonna finish the rest of my holidays well. Eat lots of mum's food and go out for walks and shopping centres till I get bored. Well I learned dancing recently but it does not go well. Still struggling to learn dancing..Hehehhe well wish me luck! See you all again in the next post...^_^ Ciao! Tata!! XD
Tuesday, June 14, 2011
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Dream dream dream....Never sleep well these few days...Hmmm...
Well, its been a while since I started post everything though....Its 1am and I think I'm gonna sleep late again today...hehehe...By the way I just finish watching a korean talk show titled 'Win Win' on KBS world Astro. Well to start things off, it was quite an interesting show actually.
Well I learn quite a lot of things about life, tips about couples and the talk show was given by a professor well dont know what is his name though...haha well it does not matter what is his name.Well the first thing I learn is in a relationship, touch is a very important key to ensure a long lasting relationship. Well, the professor mentioned that the basic tips of touching in a relationship involves the hands, lips, and mouth. Well maybe what I can understand is kissing is one, and the second holding hands, patting backs, and even caressing your partner's hair.
Actually in marriage life, touch decreases when couples have children. They tend to cut down their kissings, huggings, holding hands, and caressing each other when they are in front of their children. This cause them to feel less loved, less touched by their partners. Well its actually not the correct way. By touching each other, kissing each other, hugging each other in front of their children will actually creates a normal and natural reaction for the children to do so when they grow big later. It creates a positive impact on children actually. Well people nowadays tend to think that hugging, kissing, holding hands is not good to be done in front of children, well it actually helps them to think that doing so is a positive way to express love actually and will not be shy or felt that doing so is a negative action.
The professor also mentioned that he wrote books. Well the books he wrote exist because he tends to write out his thoughs on a small notebook eveytime he felt he wants too. Well people sometimes tend to talk to themselves, well it is quite normal actually. Talking to oneselves when they feel angry, cursing, exclaiming when they saw something terrible, amazing, sad example watching sad korean dramas, well actually we can be a writer if we know how to voice out our feelings in a book. Well sometimes its good to talk to ourselves since we need to give some time to understand ourselves as well, talking to ourselves too...^_^
The professor mentioned that man who are old around fifties I guess tends to leave their house and went to bars just to take a drink and at the same time caressing and touching the beautiful waitresses there. LOL well he mentioned that this happens because his wife did not give him enough caressing or touches. Therefore man find their thirst for touch by touching other women either in bars or where they can touch someone. Well the word touch here does not mean touching women only, it can be in a form of a handshake, backslap, or a high five as long as it involves touching. Touching actually gives us a sense of existence, a sense of we are still living in the world. Well I guess for me this is true and I think it is an interesting fact too given by the professor. So well couples, young and old married couples, better give your partner enough touch or caresess or they will start to seek caressing and touches from other people. ^_^
Another think that I learn from the professor is, in order to be happy, first list out a couple of things that if you do it you will feel happy. Secondly, read it and do the things listed. It will make you feel happy...^_^ I think this is really true. Well so I guess when I am sad next time, I just make a list of things that will make me happy and do some of it..^_^
Well in the show, I learn also that having a wife actually brings joy. So well, I am still young and I have not get married yet well so I don really know if it is true or not. Anyway being in a relatonship makes me more happy and brings joy to me compared to when I was single. Well at least I have someone to share my happiness, my joy, my sadness, eveything that I have now. Hehehe...someone to give me love, to care for me and do lots of fun things together...Well its true though...XD Well, an example of why a wife brings joy is she prepares a breakfast for her husband. Before her husband was married, he was a single man and he made breakfast by his own. After he gets married, his wife always prepare breakfast for him and this actually makes him feel joy and happiness since someone is preparing his breakfast for him instead of him doing it himself. Well there are a lot of examples by the way, but I think this example is quite clear already..^_^
Mother. Our mums give birth to us right ? Well when mums give birth to us, we first exist as babies. Well wanna know why we are who we were today ? Well actually our mums are the one who makes us who we were today. Well I know this is so cliche, but the fact is when we cried, our mum will tend to say, ''hush hush, don cry, let me give you a big hug and a big kiss''. Well when our mum actually said this to us while we are babies, they are actually helping us to develop our skills such as walking, talking, eating and running. For an example, as babies we try to walk and we fell down and cried. When our mummy saw us falling down, she tends to say ''Oh my gosh what happen'!' Don cry Don cry, mummy's here. Actually the fact when she said this, its actually helping us to walk. Well the following week, we can walk already. Therefore to sum up things, when our mums makes expression and said something everytime we cry, we fall down or something bad happens to us, they make us learn our abilities to talk, walk, and run actually. So be thankful always to our mums...^_^ Mums are always facinated by their babies by the way. Babies are always facinated by their mums...^_^
It is nature for humans to feel impressed right. By climbing up and reaching the peak of Mount Kinabalu for an example, we tend to say ''Yeah!'' ''Wao! I did it!!'' Right ? Actually we are making ourselves feel impressed by doing so. Well that is why many people want to impress themselves by achieving things that they think after they do it, they will feel impressed.
Well in couples, complementing, giving praise and positive exclaimation to each other is important as well. This is because every person loves to be praised right, being appreciated for their achievements and ect.. Well its the same things in couples either in a relatioship or married status. Husbands love to hear their wives saying good job when they came back after a day of work when they came back. For sure, they love to hear compliments from their wives after a long day of work. By complimenting each other, both couple will feel happy, being appreciated and this actually can avoid the feeling of boredness occurs in the relationships. For sure being married for a long time will cause boringness after some time. Complimenting each other is important.
Well these are the things that I had learnt from the show which I remembered. Well quite interesting facts as well. Gonna use these in my daily life...^_^ Hope those who read this post will learn something from this post. Sharing is caring...^_^ Enjoy reading...^_^
Well I learn quite a lot of things about life, tips about couples and the talk show was given by a professor well dont know what is his name though...haha well it does not matter what is his name.Well the first thing I learn is in a relationship, touch is a very important key to ensure a long lasting relationship. Well, the professor mentioned that the basic tips of touching in a relationship involves the hands, lips, and mouth. Well maybe what I can understand is kissing is one, and the second holding hands, patting backs, and even caressing your partner's hair.
Actually in marriage life, touch decreases when couples have children. They tend to cut down their kissings, huggings, holding hands, and caressing each other when they are in front of their children. This cause them to feel less loved, less touched by their partners. Well its actually not the correct way. By touching each other, kissing each other, hugging each other in front of their children will actually creates a normal and natural reaction for the children to do so when they grow big later. It creates a positive impact on children actually. Well people nowadays tend to think that hugging, kissing, holding hands is not good to be done in front of children, well it actually helps them to think that doing so is a positive way to express love actually and will not be shy or felt that doing so is a negative action.
The professor also mentioned that he wrote books. Well the books he wrote exist because he tends to write out his thoughs on a small notebook eveytime he felt he wants too. Well people sometimes tend to talk to themselves, well it is quite normal actually. Talking to oneselves when they feel angry, cursing, exclaiming when they saw something terrible, amazing, sad example watching sad korean dramas, well actually we can be a writer if we know how to voice out our feelings in a book. Well sometimes its good to talk to ourselves since we need to give some time to understand ourselves as well, talking to ourselves too...^_^
The professor mentioned that man who are old around fifties I guess tends to leave their house and went to bars just to take a drink and at the same time caressing and touching the beautiful waitresses there. LOL well he mentioned that this happens because his wife did not give him enough caressing or touches. Therefore man find their thirst for touch by touching other women either in bars or where they can touch someone. Well the word touch here does not mean touching women only, it can be in a form of a handshake, backslap, or a high five as long as it involves touching. Touching actually gives us a sense of existence, a sense of we are still living in the world. Well I guess for me this is true and I think it is an interesting fact too given by the professor. So well couples, young and old married couples, better give your partner enough touch or caresess or they will start to seek caressing and touches from other people. ^_^
Another think that I learn from the professor is, in order to be happy, first list out a couple of things that if you do it you will feel happy. Secondly, read it and do the things listed. It will make you feel happy...^_^ I think this is really true. Well so I guess when I am sad next time, I just make a list of things that will make me happy and do some of it..^_^
Well in the show, I learn also that having a wife actually brings joy. So well, I am still young and I have not get married yet well so I don really know if it is true or not. Anyway being in a relatonship makes me more happy and brings joy to me compared to when I was single. Well at least I have someone to share my happiness, my joy, my sadness, eveything that I have now. Hehehe...someone to give me love, to care for me and do lots of fun things together...Well its true though...XD Well, an example of why a wife brings joy is she prepares a breakfast for her husband. Before her husband was married, he was a single man and he made breakfast by his own. After he gets married, his wife always prepare breakfast for him and this actually makes him feel joy and happiness since someone is preparing his breakfast for him instead of him doing it himself. Well there are a lot of examples by the way, but I think this example is quite clear already..^_^
Mother. Our mums give birth to us right ? Well when mums give birth to us, we first exist as babies. Well wanna know why we are who we were today ? Well actually our mums are the one who makes us who we were today. Well I know this is so cliche, but the fact is when we cried, our mum will tend to say, ''hush hush, don cry, let me give you a big hug and a big kiss''. Well when our mum actually said this to us while we are babies, they are actually helping us to develop our skills such as walking, talking, eating and running. For an example, as babies we try to walk and we fell down and cried. When our mummy saw us falling down, she tends to say ''Oh my gosh what happen'!' Don cry Don cry, mummy's here. Actually the fact when she said this, its actually helping us to walk. Well the following week, we can walk already. Therefore to sum up things, when our mums makes expression and said something everytime we cry, we fall down or something bad happens to us, they make us learn our abilities to talk, walk, and run actually. So be thankful always to our mums...^_^ Mums are always facinated by their babies by the way. Babies are always facinated by their mums...^_^
It is nature for humans to feel impressed right. By climbing up and reaching the peak of Mount Kinabalu for an example, we tend to say ''Yeah!'' ''Wao! I did it!!'' Right ? Actually we are making ourselves feel impressed by doing so. Well that is why many people want to impress themselves by achieving things that they think after they do it, they will feel impressed.
Well in couples, complementing, giving praise and positive exclaimation to each other is important as well. This is because every person loves to be praised right, being appreciated for their achievements and ect.. Well its the same things in couples either in a relatioship or married status. Husbands love to hear their wives saying good job when they came back after a day of work when they came back. For sure, they love to hear compliments from their wives after a long day of work. By complimenting each other, both couple will feel happy, being appreciated and this actually can avoid the feeling of boredness occurs in the relationships. For sure being married for a long time will cause boringness after some time. Complimenting each other is important.
Well these are the things that I had learnt from the show which I remembered. Well quite interesting facts as well. Gonna use these in my daily life...^_^ Hope those who read this post will learn something from this post. Sharing is caring...^_^ Enjoy reading...^_^
Monday, February 28, 2011
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Did I fell in love with her or was it just my hormones ?...^_^
Its been a while since I was last hurted by the previous girl that I like so much. Well its hard to get over her but as u know, time heals everything. I am quite ok by now and I can manage to face her without feeling hurt at all. The weird thing is I dont know why I feel nothing when I talk to her or when she talk to me. I just feel nothing, no happiness, no sadness, no pain, just nothing, like an empty bottle filled with air.
I guess that is what happens huh after you are being hurt by someone. Hehe anyway it does not really bother me at all. Even though I manage to forgive her in the end, I feel like I am so lazy to talk to her and I dont even bother to talk to her at all. I guess I feel better by doing so. Hehe why bother talking to the person that played with your feelings and hurt you. Anyway she never bother bout how I feel so I guess I should do the same now. Never bother what she is doing, just completely ignoring her would be the best solution.
Well, I am totally ok now. But I just don know why I fall in love with another girl again. Its not a crush though, maybe I do like that girl very much. I had know her for almost a year, Far more longer than the girl who hurt me last year. Hmmm, the thing is I dont even know if I am falling in love with her or was it just my hormones playing with me ? It just started yesterday. Throughout the months that I know her, I never even have any feelings towards her at all. I guess after knowing for a long time, then I realize I had fallen in love with her. I think she is on the same boat too since I told her about it. LOL...Anyway both of us had suffered a bad relationship, so both of us are kinda like a bit freak out to get into another new relationship. We both agreed that from our past experience, things could become the same again, and maybe we would end up killing our friendship.
For sure, I wont want that to happen. So I guess I just wait for another 2 years like that and see what would happen between us. If its quite ok already, why not? Anyway I just leave it to God to decide. I dont know if she is the one for me as well. I am kind of in the dilemma now. So I guess I just need time to think about this and I know she too needs time. I dont really understand what is the true feeling of fallling in love and neither does she later. We both are confuse if we really fall in love with each other.
Therefore, I think the best solution is just pray to God and ask for his guidance. Giving time for each other to think this throughly is also important. I dont want the same thing to happen again and I think she too hopes for the same thing. I dont want to get hurt and I dont want her to be hurt as well. I just cant bear to see her get hurt. Well I guess I just treat her like a friend for now and see how things go.
Hahaha dont know if this is God's will or not, well I know He always prepare something for me after I faced such a painful relationship. Hopefully things will turn out well. Just leave it to God then...^______^
To her: If you are really mine, I am sure God would want us to be together. I will pray for you, and hopefully you will pray for me too...^______________________^
I guess that is what happens huh after you are being hurt by someone. Hehe anyway it does not really bother me at all. Even though I manage to forgive her in the end, I feel like I am so lazy to talk to her and I dont even bother to talk to her at all. I guess I feel better by doing so. Hehe why bother talking to the person that played with your feelings and hurt you. Anyway she never bother bout how I feel so I guess I should do the same now. Never bother what she is doing, just completely ignoring her would be the best solution.
Well, I am totally ok now. But I just don know why I fall in love with another girl again. Its not a crush though, maybe I do like that girl very much. I had know her for almost a year, Far more longer than the girl who hurt me last year. Hmmm, the thing is I dont even know if I am falling in love with her or was it just my hormones playing with me ? It just started yesterday. Throughout the months that I know her, I never even have any feelings towards her at all. I guess after knowing for a long time, then I realize I had fallen in love with her. I think she is on the same boat too since I told her about it. LOL...Anyway both of us had suffered a bad relationship, so both of us are kinda like a bit freak out to get into another new relationship. We both agreed that from our past experience, things could become the same again, and maybe we would end up killing our friendship.
For sure, I wont want that to happen. So I guess I just wait for another 2 years like that and see what would happen between us. If its quite ok already, why not? Anyway I just leave it to God to decide. I dont know if she is the one for me as well. I am kind of in the dilemma now. So I guess I just need time to think about this and I know she too needs time. I dont really understand what is the true feeling of fallling in love and neither does she later. We both are confuse if we really fall in love with each other.
Therefore, I think the best solution is just pray to God and ask for his guidance. Giving time for each other to think this throughly is also important. I dont want the same thing to happen again and I think she too hopes for the same thing. I dont want to get hurt and I dont want her to be hurt as well. I just cant bear to see her get hurt. Well I guess I just treat her like a friend for now and see how things go.
Hahaha dont know if this is God's will or not, well I know He always prepare something for me after I faced such a painful relationship. Hopefully things will turn out well. Just leave it to God then...^______^
To her: If you are really mine, I am sure God would want us to be together. I will pray for you, and hopefully you will pray for me too...^______________________^
Saturday, February 26, 2011
Love
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Qualities of my future girlfriend and my future wife that I want...^_^
Its true that I love my single life for now but I cant be single forever right ? In the end I still need to find my other soul mate to be with me until death pull us apart also. Sometimes loneliness can really pierce you like a knife stabbing your flesh. Well as the saying goes, no man is an island right ?? Hahaha..
Well I dont have high expectations of the qualities my future girlfriend had. Well if it is possible, I really hope my girlfriend would eventually be my wife as well. But its kinda hard to find a relationship that would last long till marriage right ? I seen many couples broke up after being together for so long. Well I was wondering when will I met the right girl tough ?? Still kinda of waiting for her to appear at the moment hehehehe X)
Well there are certain qualities that my future girlfriend should like, its just simple though and not demanding. They are:
1. If possible, a teacher.
Well there are some reasons why I would want my future girlfriend and wife to be a teacher though.
First thing is teachers has a lot of school holidays and they come back from work early unlike other occupations. So the time that can be used for family time would be a lot and for sure I would like to spend a lot of time with my wife and children as well right. Family time to me, is important because I want to have a stable family and I want my children to be loved and to be cared as much as me and my wife can give. Well if my wife and me have the same occupation, we can understand each other's level of stress or hardship faced in work so I can sit down together with her and discuss or talk about it when we face problems or stress. Understanding is also important for a married couple for me. ^__________^
2. Perhaps a Dusun or a Kadazandusun Christian ??
Hehehe well I came from a mixed family. My father is a chinese while my mother is a bidayuh. So I guess I don really care if I would married a dusun or a kadazandusun girl. Hahha since I be in Sabah for a long time, so I guess I just go for it. I had take a great interest in the dusun anda kadazandusun culture recently. Quite interesting. And I think that they are nice people and their language is also interesting as well. Well, hopefully I can meet a dusun or kadazandusun christian girl soon ...^____^
Besides Sabah is not far from Sarawak, so I dont want my girlfriend or wife to be people from semenanjung. I prefer Sabah and Sarawak only. Well I do have my reasons why though.... XD
3. Love or Money
Well this question is always the question I would throw to the girls I met. Hahaha, I dunno why I asked them but I just want to hear their answer about this question. I dont want a girl who loves my money and enjoys living a materialistic life. I just want a simple girl who can love me and care for me, taking good care of the family, not eyeing at my money or being materialistic. Even if I am not rich, I would do my best to earn as much income as I can to support my family for sure. I dont want my family to live without food, money and shelter. I want them to live well for sure...^____^
4. Must be a Christian
This point is the most important thing. She must be a Christian. I dont care what Christian is she as long as she is a Christian. I dont want a Muslim because I would need to convert my religion if I do so and my name would be changed as well. I knew my parents would support me if I marry a Christian and not a muslim. I dont want to be a muslim!!!
5. CHRISTIAN COURTSHIP
I wish for a relationship which puts God as the centre. I think this is important as well since I knew God would not be please if I neglect God, and put my future gf and wife first. I dont want that. That is why, I want to practice Christian courship with my future girlfriend and wife. ^_____________^
Not the typical relationships which most couples usually do.
6. Haha well all the above can still change from time to time right.Well I know its really hard to find a girl as perfect as the above, but I just leave it to God then. Hopefully I can meet with a girl who has the above qualities. Recently, I found one actually but she is just my friend now, I dont know if she can be my girlfriend or not, but let times prove everything. I just surrender it to God though. I do have a crush on her but I guess crushes are just crush. Its just a crush, its not love ...^______________^ Hopefully you will be my girl friend and eventually my wife in the future....^_________________________________^
Hahaha...I think that is all la, simple right ??....Well still waiting for her to come...Hopefully she will appear soon. I think I spotted a girl who is a friend of mine who match these qualities but I still dont know if she is the one for me though. Well I just leave it to God to decide and see how things go then.
The end....^_________^
Well I dont have high expectations of the qualities my future girlfriend had. Well if it is possible, I really hope my girlfriend would eventually be my wife as well. But its kinda hard to find a relationship that would last long till marriage right ? I seen many couples broke up after being together for so long. Well I was wondering when will I met the right girl tough ?? Still kinda of waiting for her to appear at the moment hehehehe X)
Well there are certain qualities that my future girlfriend should like, its just simple though and not demanding. They are:
1. If possible, a teacher.
Well there are some reasons why I would want my future girlfriend and wife to be a teacher though.
First thing is teachers has a lot of school holidays and they come back from work early unlike other occupations. So the time that can be used for family time would be a lot and for sure I would like to spend a lot of time with my wife and children as well right. Family time to me, is important because I want to have a stable family and I want my children to be loved and to be cared as much as me and my wife can give. Well if my wife and me have the same occupation, we can understand each other's level of stress or hardship faced in work so I can sit down together with her and discuss or talk about it when we face problems or stress. Understanding is also important for a married couple for me. ^__________^
2. Perhaps a Dusun or a Kadazandusun Christian ??
Hehehe well I came from a mixed family. My father is a chinese while my mother is a bidayuh. So I guess I don really care if I would married a dusun or a kadazandusun girl. Hahha since I be in Sabah for a long time, so I guess I just go for it. I had take a great interest in the dusun anda kadazandusun culture recently. Quite interesting. And I think that they are nice people and their language is also interesting as well. Well, hopefully I can meet a dusun or kadazandusun christian girl soon ...^____^
Besides Sabah is not far from Sarawak, so I dont want my girlfriend or wife to be people from semenanjung. I prefer Sabah and Sarawak only. Well I do have my reasons why though.... XD
3. Love or Money
Well this question is always the question I would throw to the girls I met. Hahaha, I dunno why I asked them but I just want to hear their answer about this question. I dont want a girl who loves my money and enjoys living a materialistic life. I just want a simple girl who can love me and care for me, taking good care of the family, not eyeing at my money or being materialistic. Even if I am not rich, I would do my best to earn as much income as I can to support my family for sure. I dont want my family to live without food, money and shelter. I want them to live well for sure...^____^
4. Must be a Christian
This point is the most important thing. She must be a Christian. I dont care what Christian is she as long as she is a Christian. I dont want a Muslim because I would need to convert my religion if I do so and my name would be changed as well. I knew my parents would support me if I marry a Christian and not a muslim. I dont want to be a muslim!!!
5. CHRISTIAN COURTSHIP
I wish for a relationship which puts God as the centre. I think this is important as well since I knew God would not be please if I neglect God, and put my future gf and wife first. I dont want that. That is why, I want to practice Christian courship with my future girlfriend and wife. ^_____________^
Not the typical relationships which most couples usually do.
6. Haha well all the above can still change from time to time right.Well I know its really hard to find a girl as perfect as the above, but I just leave it to God then. Hopefully I can meet with a girl who has the above qualities. Recently, I found one actually but she is just my friend now, I dont know if she can be my girlfriend or not, but let times prove everything. I just surrender it to God though. I do have a crush on her but I guess crushes are just crush. Its just a crush, its not love ...^______________^ Hopefully you will be my girl friend and eventually my wife in the future....^_________________________________^
Hahaha...I think that is all la, simple right ??....Well still waiting for her to come...Hopefully she will appear soon. I think I spotted a girl who is a friend of mine who match these qualities but I still dont know if she is the one for me though. Well I just leave it to God to decide and see how things go then.
The end....^_________^
Well, as far as I know, I had been single for 20 years. Believe it or not ??? I never couple before and I dont even know how the feelings is though. Yeah for sure I have my crushes but none of them end up sucessfull though. When I had a crush on a girl, I just hide my feelings and like her from afar. LOL I was still immature that time right, and I dont know anything about it at all. Well my crush feelings for a girl just disappear like that after some time though. Its always like this I guess this is what people call a ''crush'' huh. LOL...
Well I have been having crushes since I was in Kindergarden until I was 19 years old. Well there was one crush at the age of 19 which I really take some action this time since I was more mature than my pass years and I learn how to tackle girls LOL. Its funny though when I think about it now. Well as the saying goes maybe its just a 'puppy love'. Well for my first real puppy love, it was horrible!! I like her for three months and she is kinda of giving me hopes that we can be a couple. She was the first girl that gives me hope and the first girl to accept my love (lol so geli when I wrote this post X). Well its just a sharing of thoughts though and it was a learning experience. Well this girl played me like a harp you know, giving me hopes, making me really fall for her things like that. In the end, she just told me to be friends and crushed my hopes of couple with her just like that. Actually she liked another guy when she gives me hope that time. So I guess I was her spare tyre literally and she throw me away when she got the tyre she wants. To make things easy, it means my feelings were played!!! Ergh!! I never know my first puppy crush was so horrible. I thought it would at least be a happy one like what other people do but guess I was too naive. I trust her too much, I put too much hopes on her and my hopes just crushed down or literally it just ended up falling from the top of a 50 floor storrey building to the ground!
Ouch!! This is the first time my feelings were being played by a girl. And it was my first. The saddest part is, she ended up coupling with the tyre she like after she dump me and played with my feelings. Not only was my feelings played, my feelings hurt, I ended up miserable gaining nothing at all while she played my feelings just like that, and manage to be with her spare tyre. I gain all the negative feelings while she gain all the positive things. Is that fair at all ??? I received nothing!! Nothing at all, just a hurt heart, and a painful memory of her. She ? She gained happiness in the end and found her tyre. I was just like a piece of rubbish being thrown to the garbage. She did not even care at all about my feelings when she played me.
I was so pissed off though.I blame myself too much for being too naive, and I promised myself I would not be that naive anymore, wont trust girls too much, wont let my weak heart be hurt anymore and would be more careful to choose a girl whom I want to be my girlfriend and if possible my future wife. If it is really possible, I want my first love to be my last love. Hehe guess I could just pray for it huh.
Now I forgiven the girl already. Hehe thanks to Zell, she too had forgiven her ex boyfriend after hating him for so long. She make me realize too that I had hated her too long and it was now the time to forgive her. When I met her now, I have no hurt feelings anymore, I just feel nothing when I met her. I mean emotionless. When she talked to me, its like I am the robot while she is a human. Haha I dont know why like I am like that but I don hate her anymore and I forgive her. Its just that maybe it takes time for me to heal properlly before I can speak with her again. I am glad she is happy with her new tyre though I am the one having to suffer all the pains myself.
It was really a hard time for me after she dumped me. Its hard for me to get hold of myself but I manage to stand up until today, February 2011. It happen November, 2010. So guess I am finally ok after such a long time but it was really like hell when my feelings were being played. I felt so hurt. I cried at certain times and I was so miserable. Life is not so happy to me and I was wondering when will I be happy again. At certain times, I feel emotionless. I feel nothing. Gosh it was such a horrible time after my heart breaked.
With supports from my friends, my lecturers, my family, especially God, I manage to stand up again in life and become happy as I am today. Praise the Lord!! I often pray to God to give me strength during those hard moments. I thank God for sending my friends to support me when I am down at that time. They really give me a lot of advice and on things and asked me to move on, to stand up again in life. Without God, my family, my friends and my lecturer, I would not be as who I am today. I love them all so much. Thank you God!! Thank you Jesus! I love my parents, my friends!!!
Guess this is the only thing that I can share bout my love life since this is the only thing that happen..hehehe well I am more stronger now and more ''innaive'' (is there such word lol ) I am still waiting for that one girl though. Hopefully she will come soon. Amen... ^__________^
Well I have been having crushes since I was in Kindergarden until I was 19 years old. Well there was one crush at the age of 19 which I really take some action this time since I was more mature than my pass years and I learn how to tackle girls LOL. Its funny though when I think about it now. Well as the saying goes maybe its just a 'puppy love'. Well for my first real puppy love, it was horrible!! I like her for three months and she is kinda of giving me hopes that we can be a couple. She was the first girl that gives me hope and the first girl to accept my love (lol so geli when I wrote this post X). Well its just a sharing of thoughts though and it was a learning experience. Well this girl played me like a harp you know, giving me hopes, making me really fall for her things like that. In the end, she just told me to be friends and crushed my hopes of couple with her just like that. Actually she liked another guy when she gives me hope that time. So I guess I was her spare tyre literally and she throw me away when she got the tyre she wants. To make things easy, it means my feelings were played!!! Ergh!! I never know my first puppy crush was so horrible. I thought it would at least be a happy one like what other people do but guess I was too naive. I trust her too much, I put too much hopes on her and my hopes just crushed down or literally it just ended up falling from the top of a 50 floor storrey building to the ground!
Ouch!! This is the first time my feelings were being played by a girl. And it was my first. The saddest part is, she ended up coupling with the tyre she like after she dump me and played with my feelings. Not only was my feelings played, my feelings hurt, I ended up miserable gaining nothing at all while she played my feelings just like that, and manage to be with her spare tyre. I gain all the negative feelings while she gain all the positive things. Is that fair at all ??? I received nothing!! Nothing at all, just a hurt heart, and a painful memory of her. She ? She gained happiness in the end and found her tyre. I was just like a piece of rubbish being thrown to the garbage. She did not even care at all about my feelings when she played me.
I was so pissed off though.I blame myself too much for being too naive, and I promised myself I would not be that naive anymore, wont trust girls too much, wont let my weak heart be hurt anymore and would be more careful to choose a girl whom I want to be my girlfriend and if possible my future wife. If it is really possible, I want my first love to be my last love. Hehe guess I could just pray for it huh.
Now I forgiven the girl already. Hehe thanks to Zell, she too had forgiven her ex boyfriend after hating him for so long. She make me realize too that I had hated her too long and it was now the time to forgive her. When I met her now, I have no hurt feelings anymore, I just feel nothing when I met her. I mean emotionless. When she talked to me, its like I am the robot while she is a human. Haha I dont know why like I am like that but I don hate her anymore and I forgive her. Its just that maybe it takes time for me to heal properlly before I can speak with her again. I am glad she is happy with her new tyre though I am the one having to suffer all the pains myself.
It was really a hard time for me after she dumped me. Its hard for me to get hold of myself but I manage to stand up until today, February 2011. It happen November, 2010. So guess I am finally ok after such a long time but it was really like hell when my feelings were being played. I felt so hurt. I cried at certain times and I was so miserable. Life is not so happy to me and I was wondering when will I be happy again. At certain times, I feel emotionless. I feel nothing. Gosh it was such a horrible time after my heart breaked.
With supports from my friends, my lecturers, my family, especially God, I manage to stand up again in life and become happy as I am today. Praise the Lord!! I often pray to God to give me strength during those hard moments. I thank God for sending my friends to support me when I am down at that time. They really give me a lot of advice and on things and asked me to move on, to stand up again in life. Without God, my family, my friends and my lecturer, I would not be as who I am today. I love them all so much. Thank you God!! Thank you Jesus! I love my parents, my friends!!!
Guess this is the only thing that I can share bout my love life since this is the only thing that happen..hehehe well I am more stronger now and more ''innaive'' (is there such word lol ) I am still waiting for that one girl though. Hopefully she will come soon. Amen... ^__________^
Its Friday again and its the weekends!! My favourite days of the week were Friday, Saturday and Sunday!! Hmm that day was just a normal day. Except that I am going to KK again to kill time in the afternoons since it was such a boring day and I be busy again the next day. So I consider it as a treat for me to take my day off. Hehehhe...
In KK, I went to Centre Point to watch a movie all by myself. (Oh ya I forget to mention that I love walking around KK alone X) ). Haha I found out that walking alone in KK is a lot more fun and better than walking with friends. Walking with friends tends to waste my time since I cant go to the places I want to go and do what I want since I need to wait for them to finish their business in some shops and then wait again for everyone to gather then we can move on. Gosh I came to KK to play, not to waste my time hanging out with them without doing the things I want to do and go the places I wan to go. Its such an annoying thing to do!!
There was once I experience this kind of situation. I went to KK with a couple of friends and then end up doing nothing and did not go to the place I want, did not do the things I want as I need to wait for them to finish all their matters before I can do mine. Time passes by so fast that it was at the end of the day already when they had finished all their business!!! Gosh!!! And the thing is, I did not even do anything!!!! I just follow them like a dog following its master! I did not do the things I like, I did not go to the places I want to go!! Its really a waste of time hanging out with them when I cant enjoy anything at all! So my point here is, walking around KK alone is much better!! Actually I am fine having just a friend to accompany me walking around in KK. At least we can do things in twos and if he or she has something to do, it wont take long since there were only the two of us. I love having a company with me when I walk around KK actually. I wont feel lonely and he or she can keep me accompany hehehe. Just one friend though! One!!
Returning to my trip in KK, I watched a movie called ''The Mechanic''. Hmm this movie is about people hired to kill other peoples. Guess its just a bloody movie where an assasin just killed people without knowing it huh. X) The movie was quite ok for me though it was not such a nice movie after all. It was ok. Compare to movies like 'The Green Hornet' which I watched with my friend, Zell last week, this movie fail to amused me and it did not really satisfy my taste at all LOL... Movies that I think are best were How To Train Your Dragon, Prince of Persia, Clash of The Titans and Resident Evil 4: At Words End. These kind of movies really satisfy my taste and they give me a feeling of excitement when I watched them! In terms of genre, I love movies which are the comedy and action type. Only these two though. Romance and horrow are not my cup of tea. I don like romance and horrow since romance makes me realize I am still single and the actor and actresses in the romance movie are in love and I never had a girl friend in my whole life. Really makes me think that I am such a pathetic guy. As for horrow, I had a trauma last time when I watched Ju-On 1 & 2 and I ended up cant sleep at all for a wekk!! Gosh a week!!! Well I was still young that time and immature so guess its normal to be scared of movies like that. LOL!!..
After movies, I went to fill my stomach with food. When I hang out with Zell last time in CP, I cant manage to try the chicken porridge sold in Palm's Cafe, a cafe which was introduced by Zell to me. It was located on the CP Town Square floor. I ate chicken porridge there and it really taste nice man!! Haha guess I will try it again each time I went to CP in the future X) ( Thanks Zell for introducing me to that cafe!! ) There was a lot of nice food in that cafe as well and the side tables were arranged so that the customers can look out of the window when they eat and I love to look outside the window while I was eating XD
Finishing my bowl of porridge, I went to get my digital watch which was the 12th or the 13th watch that I had bought so far. Gosh!! I am so clumsy, I just tend to lost my watch each time I bought it!! Hopefully I can change this bad attitude of mind in the future though. It was 6.50pm when I finished buying my watch, and it was time for me to head back to my IP. If I went back late, I would not have any transport to go back home since the last bus was leaving at 8.00pm.
Before I leave though, I bought a couple of waffles and a cup of corn in DailyFresh. My favourite waffle is peanut butter mix with margerine!!! Yum yum, and another waffle filled with Kaya. Hahha guess these waffles will be my dinner for that night huh...
Guess its time to head back to the bus station...I still manage to catch a bus home though. It was 8.45pm when I reached IP Kent. It was such a tiring day but I manage to enjoy myself and spend my personal time alone. That was all that matters... ^_________________^
In KK, I went to Centre Point to watch a movie all by myself. (Oh ya I forget to mention that I love walking around KK alone X) ). Haha I found out that walking alone in KK is a lot more fun and better than walking with friends. Walking with friends tends to waste my time since I cant go to the places I want to go and do what I want since I need to wait for them to finish their business in some shops and then wait again for everyone to gather then we can move on. Gosh I came to KK to play, not to waste my time hanging out with them without doing the things I want to do and go the places I wan to go. Its such an annoying thing to do!!
There was once I experience this kind of situation. I went to KK with a couple of friends and then end up doing nothing and did not go to the place I want, did not do the things I want as I need to wait for them to finish all their matters before I can do mine. Time passes by so fast that it was at the end of the day already when they had finished all their business!!! Gosh!!! And the thing is, I did not even do anything!!!! I just follow them like a dog following its master! I did not do the things I like, I did not go to the places I want to go!! Its really a waste of time hanging out with them when I cant enjoy anything at all! So my point here is, walking around KK alone is much better!! Actually I am fine having just a friend to accompany me walking around in KK. At least we can do things in twos and if he or she has something to do, it wont take long since there were only the two of us. I love having a company with me when I walk around KK actually. I wont feel lonely and he or she can keep me accompany hehehe. Just one friend though! One!!
Returning to my trip in KK, I watched a movie called ''The Mechanic''. Hmm this movie is about people hired to kill other peoples. Guess its just a bloody movie where an assasin just killed people without knowing it huh. X) The movie was quite ok for me though it was not such a nice movie after all. It was ok. Compare to movies like 'The Green Hornet' which I watched with my friend, Zell last week, this movie fail to amused me and it did not really satisfy my taste at all LOL... Movies that I think are best were How To Train Your Dragon, Prince of Persia, Clash of The Titans and Resident Evil 4: At Words End. These kind of movies really satisfy my taste and they give me a feeling of excitement when I watched them! In terms of genre, I love movies which are the comedy and action type. Only these two though. Romance and horrow are not my cup of tea. I don like romance and horrow since romance makes me realize I am still single and the actor and actresses in the romance movie are in love and I never had a girl friend in my whole life. Really makes me think that I am such a pathetic guy. As for horrow, I had a trauma last time when I watched Ju-On 1 & 2 and I ended up cant sleep at all for a wekk!! Gosh a week!!! Well I was still young that time and immature so guess its normal to be scared of movies like that. LOL!!..
After movies, I went to fill my stomach with food. When I hang out with Zell last time in CP, I cant manage to try the chicken porridge sold in Palm's Cafe, a cafe which was introduced by Zell to me. It was located on the CP Town Square floor. I ate chicken porridge there and it really taste nice man!! Haha guess I will try it again each time I went to CP in the future X) ( Thanks Zell for introducing me to that cafe!! ) There was a lot of nice food in that cafe as well and the side tables were arranged so that the customers can look out of the window when they eat and I love to look outside the window while I was eating XD
Finishing my bowl of porridge, I went to get my digital watch which was the 12th or the 13th watch that I had bought so far. Gosh!! I am so clumsy, I just tend to lost my watch each time I bought it!! Hopefully I can change this bad attitude of mind in the future though. It was 6.50pm when I finished buying my watch, and it was time for me to head back to my IP. If I went back late, I would not have any transport to go back home since the last bus was leaving at 8.00pm.
Before I leave though, I bought a couple of waffles and a cup of corn in DailyFresh. My favourite waffle is peanut butter mix with margerine!!! Yum yum, and another waffle filled with Kaya. Hahha guess these waffles will be my dinner for that night huh...
Guess its time to head back to the bus station...I still manage to catch a bus home though. It was 8.45pm when I reached IP Kent. It was such a tiring day but I manage to enjoy myself and spend my personal time alone. That was all that matters... ^_________________^
Thank God I manage to finish my BM Komunikatif KKP...I have really no idea what am I doing for this KKP. Guess its been 4 years since I have my BM lessons lol..Guesss its rusty now ha...LOL anyway the feeling of completing it is so good..Its like a stone being lifted off my back...fuh...
As for the Moral Fellowship, I manage to lead it well I think. LOL I just think I did give my best that is all!! XD Yeah good job Matt!! hahaha. Hmm it was not so bad at all even though I manage to prepare all the things yesterday. Hahahhaa...guess I'm good in doing last minute work (lol dont mean to brag but this is how things are always, I manage to get good results from all my last minute work XP ) Everyone seems to enjoy the Moral Fellowship and learn something from it, so I guess I can call it an ok then X)
Hmmm after cooling down my mind by chatting with my friends and texting Zell, I guess I be fine for now. My mind start to calm down, and I think I be fine after a good sleep tomorrow X) Hehehe now I manage to smile and say, tomorrow will be another day. I love smilling, hehe so that is why I love it also when people do smile. Guess Zell does not really smile a lot though, haha but hope she will smile more in the future X) She looks so lovely and beautiful when she smile you know, and it sorts of melt my heart ( ehehehhe X) ) Hahaha not scared to admit it though but she was beautiful man!!! X)
Printing my last assignment and hearing some Taylor Swift songs kind of make me feel more better and better now. Hehehe hope tomorrow will be a better day. As the saying goes, Life is like climbing a hill, we have our ups and downs in life ..^_^
Its midnight, guess I should sleep after finishing my work. Got to move fast, hoping for a better tomorrow, a better me, and a better mood for me. I dont wan to lose my temper or pull a long face tomorrow. I just dont like it when this happens. Hope I wont get mood swings next time XD
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As for the Moral Fellowship, I manage to lead it well I think. LOL I just think I did give my best that is all!! XD Yeah good job Matt!! hahaha. Hmm it was not so bad at all even though I manage to prepare all the things yesterday. Hahahhaa...guess I'm good in doing last minute work (lol dont mean to brag but this is how things are always, I manage to get good results from all my last minute work XP ) Everyone seems to enjoy the Moral Fellowship and learn something from it, so I guess I can call it an ok then X)
Hmmm after cooling down my mind by chatting with my friends and texting Zell, I guess I be fine for now. My mind start to calm down, and I think I be fine after a good sleep tomorrow X) Hehehe now I manage to smile and say, tomorrow will be another day. I love smilling, hehe so that is why I love it also when people do smile. Guess Zell does not really smile a lot though, haha but hope she will smile more in the future X) She looks so lovely and beautiful when she smile you know, and it sorts of melt my heart ( ehehehhe X) ) Hahaha not scared to admit it though but she was beautiful man!!! X)
Printing my last assignment and hearing some Taylor Swift songs kind of make me feel more better and better now. Hehehe hope tomorrow will be a better day. As the saying goes, Life is like climbing a hill, we have our ups and downs in life ..^_^
Its midnight, guess I should sleep after finishing my work. Got to move fast, hoping for a better tomorrow, a better me, and a better mood for me. I dont wan to lose my temper or pull a long face tomorrow. I just dont like it when this happens. Hope I wont get mood swings next time XD
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Recently I had been so so busy...Tons of works always burden me these few days...Sometimes I just could not have enough rest, and even sleep sometimes...Sport Day had just passed, and I have replacement class to go, a puppet show to prepare and a moral fellowship tonight to prepare..Tonight the moral fellowship will be handled by my class. I as the coordinator has to look for a lecturer to give talks, assigning people to prepare games, and singing section.
Gosh!!! Work! Work! Work!! When will this end ??? My mood is also kind of weird these few days. I tend to get angry suddenly when people annoy me even just because of a small matter. I am so scared of myself...I was wondering wat is wrong with me ?? Why am I like that ? This is not me, I did not get angry at people just because of a small matter. Its like I am having mood swings recently. From happy to anger. Its like my feelings just shift suddenly randomly. Gosh!! Feel like I am going crazy!!! Ergh!!
I guess it must be the stress from all the busy work that I need to finish these few days.I really don like to stress myself usually but I guess well life as a student is always filled with work. These work even make me lose my temper sometimes even just because of a small thing annoys me. I guess I should take things easily but I just dont understand why am I like this ??? Hmm...Hopefully after I finished all my work, I be turning back to normal again. This is really not me at all. I should not be like this, its unlike me at all.
O God, give me the strength to finish all my work. Strengthen me when my mood swings happen. Help me to control my anger when it happens too. I really need You Lord, be with me always and guide me always in your way. Amen ..^_^
Hopefully this will end soon..... X)
Gosh!!! Work! Work! Work!! When will this end ??? My mood is also kind of weird these few days. I tend to get angry suddenly when people annoy me even just because of a small matter. I am so scared of myself...I was wondering wat is wrong with me ?? Why am I like that ? This is not me, I did not get angry at people just because of a small matter. Its like I am having mood swings recently. From happy to anger. Its like my feelings just shift suddenly randomly. Gosh!! Feel like I am going crazy!!! Ergh!!
I guess it must be the stress from all the busy work that I need to finish these few days.I really don like to stress myself usually but I guess well life as a student is always filled with work. These work even make me lose my temper sometimes even just because of a small thing annoys me. I guess I should take things easily but I just dont understand why am I like this ??? Hmm...Hopefully after I finished all my work, I be turning back to normal again. This is really not me at all. I should not be like this, its unlike me at all.
O God, give me the strength to finish all my work. Strengthen me when my mood swings happen. Help me to control my anger when it happens too. I really need You Lord, be with me always and guide me always in your way. Amen ..^_^
Hopefully this will end soon..... X)
In Kota Kinabalu town, there was a shop in Karamunsing shopping centre called Hollywood Music Centre. I forgotten which floor was it by the way. Anyway I paid a visit there to browse for some interesting musical instruments and music books. It was not so big anyway but the shop was packed with a variety of musical instruments which have astonishingly high price. I love the design of guitars sold there and hopefully one day I can get a beautiful guitar like that. Later I will show you some of the pictures..^_^
Besides guitars, drums, keyboards, and pianos were sold, Cello, a big kind of violin was sold in there too. But I never bother to look at the price since I know it cause a lot of $$$$$$$$ !!!!! Nah, I am not interested to play it as well....XD music books were also sold there and I was hoping I could find a book on how to pluck a guitar in the shop. But I was disappointed when they said that they do not have such book. Goshhhhhhh :(, Sad.....(sniff sniff) Nevermind, I guess I will found it in the future...^_^ Cheer up Matt!!!!
There was a drum set that caught up my attention. Its a junior drum set and it only cost around RM1020. Quite cheap compare to the big drum set which cost around RM5000. !!!! =.= X)
Junior Drum Set RM 1020 XD (Maybe I get one, one day..XD)
The musical instruments that I saw:
Accoustic Guitars (I have two already by the way ) XD
Hahhaa anyway I was just window shopping in this shop since I have no intention at all of buying anything XD X) XP Hahahhaa....Anyway love the shop!!! Love the musical instruments!!
Besides guitars, drums, keyboards, and pianos were sold, Cello, a big kind of violin was sold in there too. But I never bother to look at the price since I know it cause a lot of $$$$$$$$ !!!!! Nah, I am not interested to play it as well....XD music books were also sold there and I was hoping I could find a book on how to pluck a guitar in the shop. But I was disappointed when they said that they do not have such book. Goshhhhhhh :(, Sad.....(sniff sniff) Nevermind, I guess I will found it in the future...^_^ Cheer up Matt!!!!
There was a drum set that caught up my attention. Its a junior drum set and it only cost around RM1020. Quite cheap compare to the big drum set which cost around RM5000. !!!! =.= X)
The musical instruments that I saw:
Electric Guitars ( I am putting this on my wishlist XP)
Accoustic Guitars (I have two already by the way ) XD
Hahhaa anyway I was just window shopping in this shop since I have no intention at all of buying anything XD X) XP Hahahhaa....Anyway love the shop!!! Love the musical instruments!!
Its Wednesday, and I wake up late today!~!!! Gosh !!! Usually I woke up at 5.30am, but today I woke up at 7.00am!!! LOL, must be the influence of the weather by the way. Its raining and the weather was cool, so I was sleeping soudly like a baby. Nothing could woke me up...LOL. Anyway I was lucky as I could still be in time for class. Bathing at the speed of light, changing into lecture clothes, combing my hair, I ran towards class as fast as I can. My wrist watch shows 7.20am when I reach the class. Luckily I was still in time for my lecture, and there were no lectures for the first hour, so means I am save!!!!!!!!!!1 Yeah!!! High five!!!! X) Hmm it was such a boring moment since I have no work to do so I guess I should update my blog...XP
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Today is Tueday and eventhough its a lecture day, but none of my lecturers are coming in for lectures since they have some matters to busy themselves with. So I guess its a holiday for us TESL today ^_^ Yeah!! A day off....XD hmmm but its such a boring day as well since I have ntg to do.
I guess I should go down to KK again to kill time. I cant do anything in my room as well also since there was a short circuit blackout on the second floor which was the floow where I was staying currently. Gosh!!! No electrity, no fan, cant online, its better to be outside then being inside the boring room lol!!!
Since one of my coursemate, Nazrin invited me to go to KK, so I decided to follow him since I have nothing to do as well in Kent. We going to visit the Hollywood Music Store in Karamunsing!!! I love music, so at the same time I do love musical instruments as well!!!! Hahhaa browsing and looking at musical intruments shop is one of my hobbies. So I guess why not take a look there since I had never visit that shop before. I plan to get an electric guitar in the future lol...But after I master the skills of playing a guitar...Guess I still have a long way to learn it huh....Hmmm... ^_^
I guess I should go down to KK again to kill time. I cant do anything in my room as well also since there was a short circuit blackout on the second floor which was the floow where I was staying currently. Gosh!!! No electrity, no fan, cant online, its better to be outside then being inside the boring room lol!!!
Since one of my coursemate, Nazrin invited me to go to KK, so I decided to follow him since I have nothing to do as well in Kent. We going to visit the Hollywood Music Store in Karamunsing!!! I love music, so at the same time I do love musical instruments as well!!!! Hahhaa browsing and looking at musical intruments shop is one of my hobbies. So I guess why not take a look there since I had never visit that shop before. I plan to get an electric guitar in the future lol...But after I master the skills of playing a guitar...Guess I still have a long way to learn it huh....Hmmm... ^_^
Hahaha today I ate KFC for the first time in the year 2011!! LOL I know its funny to be excited bout things like this, but guess what ?? Who cares ???? XD X)...I never actually plan to eat KFC today but since one of my friend, Jamlee, invited me to go with him to KFC since he was craving for it so much!!! Gosh!!! Since I have not taken my dinner as well, I decided to go with him. Actually I had no appetite to eat at all but since he has decided to bring me out, so I guess I just go right ?? Hahha anyway I become hungry when he suddenly invited me to go to KFC. LOL gosh means this will involve $$$$ and yet I had spend so much on Sunday already.
KFC Tuaran has a new dinner plate set today. I guess its been a while since I went to KFC. The last time I went was last year's November. Hmm guess its 3 months ago...LOL...The only thing change in the dinner plate menu was the addition of round fish fillets with mayonnaise sauce. Yummy2!!! Since I never eat it before, so I guess I should give it a try. Its good to taste something new sometimes right ??? XD
The remains of the snack plate...Full!!!...^_^
I guess this is the only thing I can share for today, lol I know it sounds lame but at least its my first time eating KFC in the 2011 right ?? ...^_^ Its 12.12am already and I have not sleep yet. I was writing this blog in my class since the 2nd floor which is where I am living now has a short circuit problem so means I would have to live without electricity until someone comes and repair it!!! Feeling quite exhausted and sleepy already. Guess I should be getting ready for bed..Night night...Osonong Totuong..^_^
P.S: I be posting more posts these few days, so just be patient ya...I be sharing more posts about myself for the coming few days..Hope you all enjoy reading it ya...Hopefully my post don bored you at all...XD X) XP....^_^
KFC Tuaran has a new dinner plate set today. I guess its been a while since I went to KFC. The last time I went was last year's November. Hmm guess its 3 months ago...LOL...The only thing change in the dinner plate menu was the addition of round fish fillets with mayonnaise sauce. Yummy2!!! Since I never eat it before, so I guess I should give it a try. Its good to taste something new sometimes right ??? XD
The remains of the snack plate...Full!!!...^_^
I guess this is the only thing I can share for today, lol I know it sounds lame but at least its my first time eating KFC in the 2011 right ?? ...^_^ Its 12.12am already and I have not sleep yet. I was writing this blog in my class since the 2nd floor which is where I am living now has a short circuit problem so means I would have to live without electricity until someone comes and repair it!!! Feeling quite exhausted and sleepy already. Guess I should be getting ready for bed..Night night...Osonong Totuong..^_^
P.S: I be posting more posts these few days, so just be patient ya...I be sharing more posts about myself for the coming few days..Hope you all enjoy reading it ya...Hopefully my post don bored you at all...XD X) XP....^_^
Since I went to mass on Saturday night already, therefore I have a day free on Sunday. Therefore I decided to go to KK to buy all the things that are on my wishlist. I went alone since I cant find anyone to go with me, therefore I have to alone to KK. Anyway I am quite used of walking around alone in KK already. XD X). Hehe the things on my wishlist are as follows:
1) A Cybershot Sony Camera
2) A Nokia 5130 Handphone
3) TITAS Reference Book
4) Child Development Book
5) A Kadazan or Dusun Learning Guide Book
6) Education Philosophy Book
In KK, the first place I went was Wawasan Plaza since its only located in front of Wawasan Bus Station which was the place I make my stop. Anywhere since Wawasan Plaza was just a pathway for me to walk through in order to go to Center Point (CP). LOL...I did not stop to bother even looking at the things sold inside. Its such a boring shopping centre in my opinion. After a five minutes work, finally I reached Centre Point, the place where I can get all the things I want.
First I went to look for the books I need for my teaching course in Eatons. It was quite easy to spot all the books needed since most of them are available there.
My new Nokia 5130 Phone!!! Love it!!..^_^
1) A Cybershot Sony Camera
2) A Nokia 5130 Handphone
3) TITAS Reference Book
4) Child Development Book
5) A Kadazan or Dusun Learning Guide Book
6) Education Philosophy Book
In KK, the first place I went was Wawasan Plaza since its only located in front of Wawasan Bus Station which was the place I make my stop. Anywhere since Wawasan Plaza was just a pathway for me to walk through in order to go to Center Point (CP). LOL...I did not stop to bother even looking at the things sold inside. Its such a boring shopping centre in my opinion. After a five minutes work, finally I reached Centre Point, the place where I can get all the things I want.
First I went to look for the books I need for my teaching course in Eatons. It was quite easy to spot all the books needed since most of them are available there.
The books I found in Eatons..^_^
These books were quite cheap by the way, I guess its not a waste of money to buy them all since I be needing them for my coming exams this semester. The Education Studies book cost RM15, TITAS Book, RM 28.65, and the Child Development Book cause me RM10.50. I also found an interesting book which teaches me how to speak Kadazandusun since I am quite interested to learn the language here. Dusun is also one of the language which I plan to learn throughout my 4 years here in Sabah. Learning new language is quite fun for me since its fun to get to know how to speak other Sabahan races's language. So far, I could only speak a few simple words in Dusun and Kadazandusun. Hmmm guess, I still need to learn a lot. Hopefully I can learn and master these two languages throughout my years of study in Sabah. ^_^
After cancelling the books from the wishlist, what is left on the list is a handphone and a camera. I plan to get a simple handphone which have express music since I love listening to music so much. I had already plan to get a Nokia 5130 Express Music phone which fits in my budget and I bought it for only RM290. I am quite satisfy with it since it has express music, 2.0 mega pixel camera, free 1 GB memory card, and the price is quite reasonable as well. I also like the colour which is blue white in colour.
Another down, 1 more to go on my wishlist, which is a camera. I plan to get a Sony camera since I love its cyber shot function. So far, I only know that Sony has the cyber shot function. When taking a picture with a Sony Cyber shot Camera, you can take pictures clearly eventhough you shake your hands while taking a picture. Unlike Olympus, when you take a picture and shake your hands while taking a picture, the picture would be blur eventhough you shake a bit. And I guess everyone hates blur image pictures right ?? Me too as well .. X) Hahha with the cyber shot function, the pictures which I gonna take would not be blur anymore...^_^
In Centre Point, after walking for rounds, I finally found a Sony shop which sold cameras at the back of some shops in CP. After browsing through some cyber shot cameras, I finally make a decision to get the camera I want, the Sony W320 CyberShot digital camera..^_^ It comes in three colours which are pink, black, silver and green. When I gaze upon the green Sony W320 CyberShot digital camera, I fell in love with it at first sight since it was so beautiful and I love the colour very much. (Note: Green is my favourite colour X) ) I ask the seller about its function and he told me a couple of interesting things this ''hot babe'' can do. It has a Smile Shutter function which snaps at people who smile without pressing the take photo button!! That means, when you smile, the camera will automatically takes your pictures once you show your yellowish teeth...XP hahahaha....Lol...
My Sony Cybershot DSC-W320 camera has 2.6-inch (6.7-cm) LCD-Clear Photo LCD screen (230K pixels) that offers excellent detail, high contrast and wide viewing angle. The camera also offers 4x optical zoom lens-High quality optics that helps providing crisp, clear images at all zoom settings.
Saturday, February 5, 2011
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Finally returning to my blog after 4 years..Gosh....A new begining..^_^
Its Sunday, 6th February 2011. I guess its been a while since I post anything in this post. My last post was in the year 2007 LOL!! Gosh 4 years!! Haha luckily today a friend of my, Zell asked me if I have a blog and that is when I remember that I actually have a blog!!! LOL....anyway since she mentioned bout it, I guess its time for me to update my blog from now. Hahaha I had promised her I show my blog to her after I update it. Its such a shame for me not to update my blog at all after some while.
While browsing Zell's blog, I was amazed at how beautiful was her blog. When I looked back at mine, I could only sigh and wonder how I should make my blog beatiful as well. After spending some time doing some changes to my blog's setting, I guess its better than last time at least so far. Hahaha good job Matt!! LOL....anywhere all this things are not important by the way.
Hmmm so since its 1.12 am in the morning, and I havent share anything about what had I done for the previous day, I think I share it as my first post after not posting anything for the past 4 years LOL. Today is actually the day I flew back to Sabah after being in Kuching for one week. Its such a sad moment as I need to leave my family once again after being with them for one week. My mother was the only one who was so sad as she is gonna miss me after I leave. I even got a sms from her saying that she miss me so much that she almost cry when she wake up that morning. Anywhere, its not such a big deal anyway leaving Kuching again since I be back again this March. (Hey mum, just be patient and wait me come back home again ya..Miss you too mum, love you...^_^)
I reached Sabah at 8.00am in the morning. After getting a lift from Uncle Peter, one of a friend of mine whom is always happy to bring me back to my Kent's Institute eventhough he did charge me for the trip .LOL Hahahhaa...anywhere just be glad that I have someone to bring me to Kent. If I use the airport taxi service, it will cause me RM70!!! Ouch!!! Uncle Peter's fee was only RM50 so I guess I can save money anywhere using his service. It was raining the whole day that day and the weather was so cold.
Reaching my hostel, I arrange all my things and sat down to online. That is when Zell suddenly find me on Facebook chat. LOL but I was idle that time since I was busy buying things in Tuaran Town. Anywhere I send her a sms since she appear offline. I feel bad since I could not reply her when she find me on the Facebook chat. Hmm I was a little big surprise when she suddenly pop out from the Facebook chatbox and say she had no credit to reply me. LOL, anywhere it does not matter to me since I just wanna wish her and never hope that she reply me back by the way.
Hmm today I learn more about Zell when I read her blog. She gave me the link when she suddenly mentioned about it. I was too shy to say that I have a blog since it was outdated and it was boring anywhere. LOL...Guess I need to work hard and fill my blogs with things since I only posted 3 posts in my blog after 4 years!!!! LOL.....Reading Zell's blog was fun, I learned that she love photography, playing basketball and even breakdancing. That was the most interesting part when I read her posts about it. She is really such an interesting girl after reading most of her posts. Hehehe..^_^ (P.S: I will write more about this in the future ^_^ )
Hmm after chatting with Zell, I sleep for a while. After that, it is time for me to go to church. I have to go to church today since I am in charge of being the first reader for the readings. LOL its been a while since I had read in Tuaran's St John Catholic Church. After ironing my clothes, getting a bath, I went to church with my formal attire. I need to wear formal when I become a reader since it was the proper way a reader should dress when they read in churh. It was raining heavily that day so I walked to church with an umbrella on my mind. When I read the first reading, my heart really beat very fast since its been a while I had become a reader. Anyway, everything goes on smoothy so I guess its okay to say that I should congratulate myself for being able to become a reader that day.
Finishing mass, since I was hungry, I bought a box of rice, a bag of 'air bandung', a chicken wing, and 2 sticks of chicken butt as my dinner. LOL I know its not healthy to eat those things but when people are hungry, who cares what they eat right since all they could think of that time is filling their stomach with food. LOL X).. After that I went back to my hostel and watched a movie called Ong Bak 3 while eating my dinner. My roommate was also watching this movie with me and we laughed a lot since there were a lot of funny things that we realize when the movie was going on. I guess the movie was okay though, less talk, more actions.
The movie: Ong Bak 3 ^_^
After finishing my dinner and movie, I guess its time I call it a day. Night everyone..^_^
While browsing Zell's blog, I was amazed at how beautiful was her blog. When I looked back at mine, I could only sigh and wonder how I should make my blog beatiful as well. After spending some time doing some changes to my blog's setting, I guess its better than last time at least so far. Hahaha good job Matt!! LOL....anywhere all this things are not important by the way.
Hmmm so since its 1.12 am in the morning, and I havent share anything about what had I done for the previous day, I think I share it as my first post after not posting anything for the past 4 years LOL. Today is actually the day I flew back to Sabah after being in Kuching for one week. Its such a sad moment as I need to leave my family once again after being with them for one week. My mother was the only one who was so sad as she is gonna miss me after I leave. I even got a sms from her saying that she miss me so much that she almost cry when she wake up that morning. Anywhere, its not such a big deal anyway leaving Kuching again since I be back again this March. (Hey mum, just be patient and wait me come back home again ya..Miss you too mum, love you...^_^)
I reached Sabah at 8.00am in the morning. After getting a lift from Uncle Peter, one of a friend of mine whom is always happy to bring me back to my Kent's Institute eventhough he did charge me for the trip .LOL Hahahhaa...anywhere just be glad that I have someone to bring me to Kent. If I use the airport taxi service, it will cause me RM70!!! Ouch!!! Uncle Peter's fee was only RM50 so I guess I can save money anywhere using his service. It was raining the whole day that day and the weather was so cold.
Reaching my hostel, I arrange all my things and sat down to online. That is when Zell suddenly find me on Facebook chat. LOL but I was idle that time since I was busy buying things in Tuaran Town. Anywhere I send her a sms since she appear offline. I feel bad since I could not reply her when she find me on the Facebook chat. Hmm I was a little big surprise when she suddenly pop out from the Facebook chatbox and say she had no credit to reply me. LOL, anywhere it does not matter to me since I just wanna wish her and never hope that she reply me back by the way.
Hmm today I learn more about Zell when I read her blog. She gave me the link when she suddenly mentioned about it. I was too shy to say that I have a blog since it was outdated and it was boring anywhere. LOL...Guess I need to work hard and fill my blogs with things since I only posted 3 posts in my blog after 4 years!!!! LOL.....Reading Zell's blog was fun, I learned that she love photography, playing basketball and even breakdancing. That was the most interesting part when I read her posts about it. She is really such an interesting girl after reading most of her posts. Hehehe..^_^ (P.S: I will write more about this in the future ^_^ )
Hmm after chatting with Zell, I sleep for a while. After that, it is time for me to go to church. I have to go to church today since I am in charge of being the first reader for the readings. LOL its been a while since I had read in Tuaran's St John Catholic Church. After ironing my clothes, getting a bath, I went to church with my formal attire. I need to wear formal when I become a reader since it was the proper way a reader should dress when they read in churh. It was raining heavily that day so I walked to church with an umbrella on my mind. When I read the first reading, my heart really beat very fast since its been a while I had become a reader. Anyway, everything goes on smoothy so I guess its okay to say that I should congratulate myself for being able to become a reader that day.
Finishing mass, since I was hungry, I bought a box of rice, a bag of 'air bandung', a chicken wing, and 2 sticks of chicken butt as my dinner. LOL I know its not healthy to eat those things but when people are hungry, who cares what they eat right since all they could think of that time is filling their stomach with food. LOL X).. After that I went back to my hostel and watched a movie called Ong Bak 3 while eating my dinner. My roommate was also watching this movie with me and we laughed a lot since there were a lot of funny things that we realize when the movie was going on. I guess the movie was okay though, less talk, more actions.
The movie: Ong Bak 3 ^_^
After finishing my dinner and movie, I guess its time I call it a day. Night everyone..^_^
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